Oh Lyn, I feel your pain mate. I spent a good year crying my eyes out after Jana passed. I drove to a beautiful place called Black Horse creek & spread her ashes, along with ashes of our son & her Dad. She just wanted to be near water, so I made that last wish happen. It absolutely tore me up at 1st....but with time, it also brought me some real Peace. I truly hope & Pray that you find that Peace as well.
Never need to apologise on here Lyn. 60 years, I'd be broken if I lost Mandi after only 35.
We watched Mandis step dad deal with Mandis mums passing. He kept her next to a photo for 2 years before he let us spread her ashes.
He'd also talk to her, passing comments. Think it was his way of letting go.
You dont have to be sorry around us Lyn, it is a bloody long time you two were together so give yourself some time to come to terms with it.
We're all behind you here.
Hopefully now she's been returned you'll get closure.
Well thats 465 quid just spend on new front brakes for the car... cant complain as it does need them as think the pads are abit low and the front right caliper is binding so opted to replace both front calipers, disks and pads so hopefully it will be fit for another 10 years or so
Best thing ive bought recently are some really good noise canceling earbuds. Now my wife has to get up and come find me to speak to me rather than just sitting there and shouting from a different part of the house. Drives her nuts.
She's not worked out yet that with them being connected to my phone she can just call me ... which will drive me nuts... but ive had em for over a year now ...
My day today, shite: Gareth over the road ( undertaker ) brought Pat's ashes home today..
FFS, i am 77 almost 78 and i can't stop crying...she is not coming back..My best mate, lover and Pal...
Sorry guys, we were lovers and mates for 60 years. Lyn..
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