Life....and everything in between

[Marcel]

I'd like to share a personal story on how I found my Faith again. 

Not getting into religion, but I think a little back round is in order to make sence of everything I'm about to tell you. 

I was born into the Roman Catholic religion....for those who have no idea what it is...back when I was a boy , the majority of Preist were gay...and many found us young links very attractive...I assure you all I was never Qwire boy...lol...had a very protective mother ( school teacher )and everyone in the village knew about certain things...it's the way things were back then....even at a young age..it would make completely no- sence to me , that it was written in stone that you had to attend Church every Sunday...or why  Preist couldn't marry someone...found this absurd. 

Im even thinking of writing a letter to the current Pope and telling him to change these rules...you know being a direct desendant to Eustach Hache who wrote a letter to the Pope in the 12th century....who knows ...He might recognize my surename..lol...and take me seriously...lol..if it take me to give a sample of blood to proove my bloodline , so be it...lol. 

 

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[Marcel]

All this time leading up to this experience that I had.

I beleive in something, wasn't sure exactly what religion or God...but I was self aware and smart enough to understand , all of this wasn't just a random accident of the cosmos with a mathematical perfection like it is.....in just the ways everything is put together..

This experience came to me at the time when I disappeared for 15 years a wyll back...ive never talk about this ...well that I can remember anyways...

Never considered myself smart or stupid...I made living , raise a family..like most...

Oh man!!!   I'm having seconds thoughts about going any deeper than this....I might have to delete this one also...